Enigmatic Hong

Why shed our tears ...? Are we that fragile? Are we that alone? Does this make us human? What makes us human? Our world claims we should not cry. We cry anyways. When we look for someone to love; why do we get rejected? When we try to understand others; why do we get turned away? Why do older people fear us catching up to them? Why do they get mad when we try to show our true selves? Are they jealous of us? Or is it that we are foolish? Why try in a world where no one cares? I want to know Cry. It's alright to cry .Losing a person we love , that's all a part of life and we all are human(maybe?who knows) ... I cried too, cause I can relate . I can relate to being alone and losing a parent. I just can't stopped mourning over him. I will never forget about all the happiness he had brought to me ... I think I have to stop crying. Aiks... His suffering has stopped, he don't have to suffer in this world,don't have to work so hard. I have no excuse to shed tears a...

1) something made everything so much harder for my family . But in the end , don't cry because it's over , cry because it happened . & it made you stronger<3 2) Maybe it's high time I stop hanging onto the past, and live my future. I have friends now to help me of my loneliness, but none of them has ever impacted me more, than my best friend did. 3)anger can't drive out pain, only love and kindness can do that. 4)I don't care who I have to fight! If he rips my arms off, I'll kick him to death. If he rips my legs off, I'll bite him to death. If he rips my head off, I'll stare him to death. And if he gouges out my eyes, I'll curse him from beyond the grave. 5)Things never come easy in life,as it feels sometimes revenge is your only way out,but satisfaction only lasts for so long until the weight of what you've done starts to count As you look back, it was never the right choice,but only to feel pow...

我的生命只有音乐 (Music) 音乐就是我的生命 何为？ 在他心情低落，伤心欲绝，寂寞，黑暗。。。 的时候，身边没有任何一位朋友，亲人的陪伴，安慰。 他能感觉到，就连地上的蚂蚁也在嘲笑着他，那么的孤单... 只有 美丽的音符，旋律陪伴着他，活到了今天，这一分，这一秒... *嘲笑，冷嘲热讽，都他来说已经习惯了，他从来都不当做一回事。 做自己... 还真的不简单 他付出太多，失去太多，已经停不下来了。。 伤的太深，痛得太深。。。 ..没人能了解* 音乐麻醉了他伤痕累累的 心。 陶醉其中... 音乐总是有神奇的力量, 它能让人认识到真正的自己，了解自己 有人觉得我在说废话... 你能告诉过你了解你自己多少?? 今天没什么心情写... <搁笔> 再送你一首歌, 希望你会喜欢 我的天空我的梦 我的天空我的梦 的歌词蛮有意义的，这就是我喜欢它的原因... 旋律在我脑海中 不知不觉地在转动 我的心随着感觉走 节拍也跟着走 回想我的小时候 钢琴声会让我感动 好想靠近也很想懂 却没有机会碰 只能躲在角落 听别人的弹奏 安慰自己说 我会不同 有我的天空我的梦 我的未来不是梦 我没有别人富有 但我能坚持到最后 由我的天空我的梦 创出自己的天空 我一定到最后 每个脚步不会放松 我会一步一步走 不会轻易放松

I don't even know who I am and where I belong anymore.